I was very far from Prospect Park this weekend, but loyal visitors who have borne with my TNT progress reports deserve a debriefing. Yes, I completed the Montauk Century—the metric version (100 km). I was cycling for about 7 hours, not including rest stops, and they were 7 of the most challenging and rewarding hours I've ever spent.
In spite of a lousy forecast, the day was mostly gorgeous, and it only really rained for the last 10 miles or so. (I had wanted prescription cycling sunglasses, but it turned out I needed tiny windshield wipers.) We pedaled through vast wetlands, past farms and fields (in one, a few cows looked up peacefully), and along the lush privet-walled lanes of the Hamptons. Spring comes later out there, and the lilacs and apple blossoms kept me going with clouds of fragrance. (The TNT cheering section with bullhorns and cowbells also helped.) I dutifully sucked back bottle after bottle of water, along with strange energizing products with names like Accelerade and Gu that really do work. I managed not to fall or get a flat, and I wasn't the last one over the finish line.
Not that there's anything wrong with that. Seriously. When I signed up for this quest last January, still debilitated from bronchitis and so deconditioned that I could barely climb out of a subway stop, I thought that it must be the strong folks, the super-achievers like Lance, who would inspire me, but I was wrong. The teammates and friends and strangers who convinced me to keep going and do this were the least likely athletes imaginable, the ones with challenges greater than mine. All of us, certainly all of us who reluctantly elected to do 100 in kilometers instead of miles, were intimately acquainted with frustration, limits, and human frailty. At least one teammate was himself a survivor of blood cancer; another teammate returned to cheer us on while still recovering from injuries she sustained on a training ride. One of my riding buddies kept going after wiping out on some gravel, laying open her knee, and breaking her glasses (repaired by a coach with duct tape along the side of the road). To see people surmount such stuff with grace and enthusiasm is worth more than learning how to cycle up hills.
Not that there's anything wrong with that! The coaches in this program were outstanding, but even more importantly, they treated riders of every ability level with equal caring and respect. For someone who was a classic gym-class nerd, chosen last for every team and humiliated by every sport imaginable, this was an unforgettable gift. Thank you Matt, Felix, and Joyce. And thanks, Julia and company, for the cowbells and the infinite logistical support.
When it was over, Spouse and Child scooped me up, soaked and slightly deranged, and overindulged me in food, praise, and back rubs. This morning, I was relieved to discover that I could still walk, and we poked around Montauk's dunes before heading homeward with my bike in the trunk. The rugosa roses, tough and sweetly perfumed, were just starting to pop open in Hither Hills park.
Several veteran bike centurions have assured me that my "next century" will be in miles, not kilometers, but I'm skeptical—about finding the time for that level of sustained training, and about whether I want or need to ride that much faster and further. This ride was about giving it all that I had, to honor my dad and all the people who gave money to battle the disease that took him from us. But at heart I am a stop-and-smell-the-flowers rider, not a competitor; the journey always seems to matter more than the destination or the mileage.
See you in the park, and thanks to all who rooted for me. Tomorrow, I think I'll just walk.